Going on after you lost a love one is hard, yet possible when I let myself grieve. Working thru a death where it is expected or not.
Doesn’t mean your leaving you’re love behind
I work on my mental health as much as my physical health and that means I have to deal with it, so I can I can move on. Every day nI want to escape the feelings of abandonment and not having my love one to talk to, because my love for you has not stopped and never will.
I know the stages of grieving I have lost so many people I love and still do. It’s part of life and my best advice is one day at a time. Working thru long days and nights can take you to different levels of grief.
Working on art is hard for me because of the emotions that come thru in my work. I don’t want to be doom and gloom. Going forward I can do positive things to keep your memories alive. Memories start to fade yet I still feel you with me and hope I always will.
Work and hobbies are help me going forward
The only cure is to get back to work. Dive into hobbies and travel will help with all this grief because it will distract me from the loneliness. Everyone has good intentions and family is going thru the pain also. This can be good or bad depending on which stage I’m still going thru. Getting back to work helps because you are with people who have gone thru it and they understand. They will help you without you realize you will be going forward without them and survive.
I work in a studio alone so I take time for hobbies. I have many so which depend on me to take care of. Animals are a big part of my life; they depend on me along with other family.
My pain is different we’re going forward
I’m pain is different than your because our relationship was different. We can support each other but I will never understand your grief as you will never understand mine. We can only support each others feeling’s with respect.
I can be here for you, so trust in the process, feelings come and go I will not. We will laugh thru the funny times and remember you for who you were. Loving, caring, funny, a great caregiver and my best friend.
I love you.
